Cushing’s Stories from the CushieWiki
May 18, 2026
Addison's Disease, Adrenal, Adrenal Surgery, Cyclic, MaryO, Pituitary, Pituitary Surgery, radiation, Treatments Adrenal, cushing's, cyclical, ectopic, pituitary, surgery Leave a comment
Kristi (kingskid), Undiagnosed Bio
May 14, 2026
Undiagnosed abscess, anger, Blood pressure, blurry vision, brain lesions, Buffalo hump, cholesterol, Conditions and Diseases, cushing's, cushing's syndrome, depression, fatty liver disease, hair loss, headache, Health, infections, memory, mood swings, moonface, Multiple sclerosis, pain, pre-eclampsia, pregnancy, sleeping problems, sports, Stretch marks, striae, surgery, sweat, swelling, Symptom, UFC, urine, weight 1 Comment
Hi my name is Kristi and I’m seeking any help or advice on Cushings.
I had always been active growing up into sports, running, weight lifting and horseback riding.
27 Yrs ago I gave birth to a beautiful healthy daughter. I was a size 10 and had only gained 25 LBS during prignancy. Less then a year later I was carrying my second daughter. I had no appetite and could barely eat but was gaining 10 pds every other day. My blood pressure soared and I was diagnosed with pre-eclampsia. I have been sick ever since I gave birth.
In the past 20yrs I have put on over 150 lbs and I can’t get it off. I was told I had a fatty liver and my cholesterol and triglicerites are off the chart. I began having memory trouble even forgetting my daughters name, hair loss, blurred vision (even typing this is slow going so forgive any mistakes) I started falling, loosing bladder and bowel control, walk into walls, tables and door frames/ I’ve had bouts of blndness and layered viion (Multiple Sclerosis has been ruled out) chronic body and nerve pain, horrible mood swings from happy, depressed, anger, intolerance (it’s like a daily rollar coaster ride) SEVERE salt cravings, low body temp, heaviness in legs, bruising, infections, trouble healing, brain lesions., trouble sleeping. Get cyst on my breast, head, ears and pubic area. Have little hard bumps on pubic area that never go away. No sex drive left for husband and even when we are active it’s very painful.. Major swelling in face, neck, legs and feet, backaches, headaches. When I stand up I feel like I get a head rush or lightheaded and I flap my arms to stay up or I fall back into bed or chair. I sweat even in winter. I do have the buffalo hump, the stretch marks, the moon face, brain lesions and the discolored skin under breast, behind neck and arm pits.
Dec. 6th I had a carbuncle which had develped staff and mrsa removed from my armpit. My whole armpit had to be removed and a couple weeks later I developed an abcess and had to go back to surgery. It has been 5 months and I still can’t heal. Have been packing the wound every day and seeing the surgeon every 2 wks. Now I have a carbuncle on the other side and I’m facing more painful surgery after this side heals.
Today I recieved a call that the urine test I took for cushings came back with normal levels. Needless to say I sat down and sobbed. I am 46 yrs old and I have been sick for half my life. I have seen so may doctors, been through so many surgeries and painful testings. I have been told over and over that there is something wrong but the Doctors can’t find it. I thought cushings was the answer and that I could finally get treatment and get better. I look in the mirror and I don’t recogize this person I see….How will I start over again on this long search for answers? Where will I get the strength?
Marian U (MaidM), Adrenal Bio
May 8, 2026
Adrenal, Adrenal Surgery, Treatments accupuncture, ACTH, Adrenocorticotropic hormone, aging, blurry vision, bone density loss, cortisol, cushing, Cushing Syndrome, cushing's, cyclical Cushing's, DHEA, diet, edema, exercise, forgetful, hot flashes, Magnetic resonance imaging, menopause, moody, MRI, National Institutes of Health, NIH, osteoporosis, panic, pituitary, pseudo Cushing's, sleep, stress, surgery, tired, weight Leave a comment
HI!
I had Cushings symptoms for about 20 years (I am 43) before I finally had surgery at NIH on August 29, 2012. Before 2 years ago, I had never even heard of Cushings. Without the aid of a very perseptive medical accupuncturist, I would probably still be suffering today. Perhaps, if I had heard about it sooner, I wouldn’t have suffered for so many years. My goal is to help as many people as possible in battling this devastating disease.
I am so happy that I have a new chance at a real life! Feel free to contract me. Below is a piece I wrote before surgery and my stats.
🙂 Marian
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My Experience with Cushing’s Syndrome
The changes came about gradually. So gradually, that it is very difficult to pin-point exactly when the overall change became larger than the sum of individual changes and thus was something that was difficult to ignore. For my whole life, I was “Marian” and then one day, I was someone else. I had become someone unrecognizable: the “Not Marian.”
One of my favorite books, “The Tipping Point,” by Malcolm Gladwell, expands on the premise that little changes make a huge difference. Individually, the changes I experienced were easily explained. I was tired. I had nighttime hot flashes. I gained weight. I was moody and forgetful. My sight was blurry. I often typed or said the wrong word. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t remove my rings without soaping up my finger first. One day, I forgot how to roll down my car windows. I experienced moments of panic where I was driving and couldn’t remember what road I was on or where I was going. When I mentioned any or all of these symptoms in a group of women over forty, I heard a cavalcade of similar stories, usually expanding into an animated discussion centering on menopause and aging.
I also noticed that I stopped getting compliments. People, except my amazingly supportive husband, just didn’t say that I looked nice or pretty anymore. I tried not to be vain; I thought that I probably had just reached the point where I aged enough that I no longer was going to get the attention that I used to get. I had “hit” the proverbial “wall.”
It is easy to look in a mirror and only see a stylized version of yourself. But, photos are more precise. For some time, I had noticed something “off” in the photos that were sometimes posted of me on-line. They just didn’t look like me anymore. I untagged myself and brushed them off as bad photos with only the vague realization that the “Marian” I thought I was, was no longer me.
My epiphany came in the form of the photos on my work identification cards, taken about three years apart. Not only do I look like I have aged about ten years — I also look completely different. My face is much fuller, my features are distorted, my eyes are sunken, my hair is stringy, and my skin is sallow. I look like a bad photo copy of my former self.
Now, I realize that how I look is a small part of who I am as a person. However, it is also the part of me that everyone sees first. I remember being in the dressing room at Target and catching a glimpse of the “Not Marian” in the mirror. I was astonished at my reflection and cried.
A friend suggested that I just realize that this “Not Marian” is who I am now. I don’t think that this bad advice; it is just advice that is easy to say, but difficult to follow. I often compare my sense of futility regarding my desperate attempts to become “Marian” again to Hercules’s labor of cleaning the Aegean Stables. I exercised four or so times a week. I went to a diet doctor. I ate under 1200 calories a day. I bought new clothes. I got my nails done. Despite these efforts, I only saw minor improvements in the way I looked and felt. I still felt as though I was always wearing a rubber suit over my skin that covered my former self.
In many ways, the diagnosis of Cushing Syndrome was a relief. Finally, there was an explanation for the way that I felt and, though serious, Cushing’s is generally a completely curable disease. But, knowing I have Cushing’s presents another problem, when is it appropriate to tell peop
My initial inclination was to tell everyone. I wanted to explain the difference between the “Marian” you remember and the “Not Marian” that you see now is a result of this rare disease I have. “It’s not really me! It’s the Cushing’s.” I tried it a couple of times with mixed results.
Mostly, people said that they had not noticed a significant change in the way I looked or behaved. My closer friends were more tolerant, expressed concern, and asked questions. The reality is that nothing (except maybe vacation recaps) is more uninteresting in light conversation than talking about illnesses and ailments. And though it was significant to me, the changes were not readily observable. So, I will try not to talk about it.
I know that my upcoming surgery is not a panacea, though it is nearly impossible not to view it as such. I have scrolled through hundreds of websites and blogs looking at photos and reading synopses of people before and after treatment. I have connected with someone who was successfully treated for a Cushing’s syndrome through Cushing’s Support and Research Foundation. Ultimately, my hope is that the loss of me is only temporary and that through successful treatment of the disease; I can begin to feel like “Marian” again.
STATS
July 2010: MRI at Kaiser showing a pituitary adenoma. High 24 Hour cortisol. Low DHEA. Low ACTH. Referred to NIH.
Late July 2010: CT at Kaiser showed “suspicious” tumor on left adrenal. (High HU, e.g. cancer)
Sep 2010: NIH testing.
Nov 2010: NIH re-read the results of CT and MRI. NO pituitary adenoma and BENIGN tumor on left adrenal.
Dec 2010 – April 2011: Unable to replicate high cortisol test at NIH. Diagnosed as pseudo Cushings due to stress. Yearly follow up recommended.
April 2012: Follow up testing at NIH. Cortisol is high. CT of adrenal tumor is stable.
June 2012. Second cortisol at NIH is high. Diagnosis cyclical Cushings. Will not operate. Note that I do not look like clinical Cushings, so that was part of the problem.
July 2012: Bone density loss of 25% in three years confirmed through Kaiser. I happened to luckily have had a previous bone scan so that they could compare. The current bone density scan wouldn’t have been enough because I didn’t have osteoporosis yet.
Aug 6, 2012: Referred for surgery on Aug 27.
Aug 26, 2012: Enter NIH. Surgery postponed but I can’t leave because of the testing!
Aug 29, 2012. Surgery! The surgery itself was easy.
Sep 2, 2012: Left NIH
Returned to work half days Sept 4 and full time Sep 10.
Cheryl D (tigereye2010), Pituitary Bio
May 8, 2026
Pituitary, Pituitary Surgery, Treatments cancer, Conditions and Diseases, cushing's, cushing's syndrome, Health, Magnetic resonance imaging, Pituitary adenoma, pituitary surgery, tumor Leave a comment
I am a 46 year old female who was diagnosed with Cushings Disease in December of 2009.
In May of 2010 I had my first surgery to remove the Pitutitary tumor. It has been two and a half years and still tumor free.
I have other health issues due to the Cushings. I am a mother of two children and four beautiful grandchildren.
My husband has been wonderful through all this and so has my family.
Sarah (Sarah), Pituitary Bio
May 7, 2026
Pituitary blog, cortisol, cushing, cushing's, cushing's syndrome, Family medicine, Health, pituitary, Weight loss Leave a comment
I was diagnosed with Cushing’s Disease January 2011. The doctors suspect I was suffering from it for at least 2 years prior to diagnosis.
I originaly thought I was just losing weight and having skin problems due to stress and getting older – even though I was still in my mid-late twenties.
A family friend and nurse told my mom one day that she thought I had Cushings and encouraged my mom to get me to look into it. Thank goodness I did. I had honestly nearly given up because I was so ashamed to go to doctors who just told me I needed to work out more and eat less. I was making an effort to lose weight but nothing worked! I told my mom no at first but after a few phone calls of her crying and begging me to go I finally agreed. I sat down at my computer and googled symptoms and sure enough I fit almost every descriptor on the Cushings list.
It took a few months to get into a specialist but my family doctor rushed it. I was so lucky to have this doctor. She was actually just covering for my regular doctor but she was the first one to take me seriously and really investigate my concerns.
Now, two years and three pituitary surgeries later things are looking good! I am back to work and feeling better than I can remember feeling in a long time. I have kept a blog sporadically documenting my experiences with Cushings that I invite you to read for more details on my bio. I hope that my story can be an inspiration to those who are feeling hopeless. I often felt that way but tried to stay positive and believe that one day I would be cured and fingers crossed, it seems like I am 🙂
It is possible to come out on top!! Best of luck to everyone 🙂
Anthony G, Pituitary Bio
May 7, 2026
Male, Pituitary, Pituitary Surgery, Treatments Alopecia, blurry vision, brain fog, brittle hair, bruising, Conditions and Diseases, CT scan, cushing's, cushing's syndrome, depression, edema, Health, hypertension, IPSS, Magnetic resonance imaging, moonface, petrosal sinus sampling, pituitary surgery, stomach, weight, X-ray computed tomography Leave a comment
58 year old male.
In 2009 was in excellent health. Have suspected something wrong with me for two years. Just was not feeling like my old self.
Diagnosed with Cushings October 8th, 2012. Developed symptoms of: Stomach extension (looked like I was pregnant), round face, skin easily bruses and tears, edema on feet and legs, high blood pressure, depression, brittle hair and hair loss, lack of concentration, & blury vision. Cat scan and MRI were negative, IPSS proved positive for Cushings.
Pituitary surgery performed on December 4th, 2012. Two microedenomas identified and removed.
Recovery pending.
Jane (Jane) Cushing’s Bio
May 6, 2026
Pituitary anxiety, cushing's, depression, despair, health insurance 3 Comments
I was diagnosed with Cushing’s approximately 10 months ago. My health insurance ran out so I have had no treatment.
The psychological symptoms are very bad – depression, anxiety, loss of emotional control.
All I am able to do is go to work and that is becoming very difficult. Despair.
Laura C (Laura), Pituitary Bio
May 6, 2026
Diabetes, Pituitary, Pituitary Surgery, Treatments Blood test, cortisol, CT scan, cushing's, cushing's syndrome, diabetes, Health, Magnetic resonance imaging, MRI, radioactive injection, surgery, weight, X-ray computed tomography Leave a comment
In the early part of 2007 I was feeling very tired, was gaining weight even though I was eating 800 – 1000 calories a day and exercising 1 hour per day. I would go to my doctor and she would dismiss me inferring that I was just an overweight, middle aged woman looking for a quick fix to loose weight and control my diabetes. This went on for several months with me seeing her every 3 or 4 weeks with the same complaint.
Finally in mid 2007 I said enough was enough and demanded that she order some blood tests. Well, she ordered the 24 hour urine collection test for cortisol and lo and behold, my cortisol levels were off the chart. I was immediately referred to my endo and after ruling out many other things with MRIs, CAT scans and full body scans with radioactive injections,
I was referred to my neuro surgeon and he saved my life. The beginning of December of 2007, I had surgery to remove 1/2 of my pitutary gland that had micro (benign) tumors. 12 hours after surgery, my cortisol levels wer down to the high “normal” range.
Today, 5 years later, I have no cortisol issues at all and now my endo says I have a “history of Cushings disease”.
Peggy (concerned for spouse), Pituitary and Adrenal Bio
May 5, 2026
Adrenal, Diabetes, Pituitary Adrenal tumor, Blood pressure, Conditions and Diseases, cushing's, cushing's syndrome, energy, Health, hypertension, mood swings, Pituitary adenoma, poor quality of life, weight 1 Comment
I’m married to my best friend who’s health has steadily declined for around 15 years. High Blood Pressure, Diabetes, weigt gain, mood change are part of the decline.
He had a pituitary tumor removed in May 2012 after a diagnosis of Cushings. We know that he still has an adrenal tumor that the endocrinologist thinks was fed by the pituitary tumor.
My husband, my best friend, thinks they have ruined him forever. He feels worse than ever before. The doctors say it may take up to a year, that this has been coming on for a long time. His blood pressure is now controlled and he has gone from 12 blood pressure pills a day down to 2 1/2 pills per day. Other that that, he has a poor quality of life with no energy, no happiness.
I wish I knew more and could help and support him better. I am the fixer in our life, our family, our business that we have worked in together for 10 years and I’m so sad for him.







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